The jardine scholarship application.
Now, there is nothing else I can do about my dream already.
Everything is in the hands of my school, the postman, and the jardine organisation people.
I just realised how difficult how dreams can be shaped,
or to achieved,
and how easily it can be shattered.
One 'No' reply will just cancel my dream,
out of the control of myself.
I can only wait.
Wait and wait.
For my dreams to come true.
By the consent of the superior.
Men are not master of themselves.