Tuesday, March 28, 2006

10 great things in life


  1. Cool breeze while walking on the streets.
  2. Managed to catch a bus once you reach the bus terminal.
  3. Sleeping till 12pm with no one bothering you.
  4. Able to fall asleep once you feel tired.
  5. The serenity of midnight/early morning.
  6. Cool shower.
  7. Nice phone chats, or just nice chats.
  8. Bright fullmoon in a clear night sky, accompanied by lotsa stars.
  9. Sizzling melted slightly salty cheese.
  10. Pretty shoes that don't hurt pretty feet.
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1. I wanted to find out how old I am.
You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Perfect.

2.I decided to do something that most girls will do.





Your Love Element Is Water

In love, you connect deeply and commit totally.
For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory.
You attract others with courage and confidence.
Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt.
Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it.
You connect best with: Metal
Avoid: Earth
You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark place

This is fun.

This is really for fun.



You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

What a nice combination of yin and yang. 7 3 neh..

Another interesting quiz.
You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.
Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

I actually have a soul!


4.I always wanted to learn a new language.
You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

And they tell me to learn the language that I have always wanted to learn!
Conclusion: I know myself quite well neh.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

创意写作 – 人物塑造


她这个女人就算什么特征都算不上是特征,她仍有一个一点也不平凡的习性,那就是懒。懒得睡觉,懒得起床,懒得吃饭,懒得冲凉。甚至在感情上,她也会爱偷懒。

她常常不经意却也不在意地撞伤他的心,却懒得去打理伤口。直到真正需要他时才可怜兮兮一副我见犹怜的样子像猫一样温驯地爬回他身边,不费吹灰之力地对他洒下甜言蜜语,以换回她所需要的心灵满足。

她很幸运,有一个一点也不会偷懒,也不懂得偷懒的他。他是她三生修来的福气。他总是对她嘘寒问暖,关怀备至。他对她对他的懒从不计较,对她给他的伤从不记仇,三年如一日地把她的身与心照顾得很周到。她不主动联络他不要紧,他每晚总是一通通电话地拨过去,陪她解闷解忧,压岁钱全白花花地流给电话公司也在所不惜。他的心很细腻,知道她的心里的一切活动。常常她的一点不经意的小暗示他都能很敏感地接受到,然后很勤快地立刻行动,若准许的话他绝对一秒也不拖拉。他对她是包容的,知道她的懒只是表层,只是天性使然,并不影响她对他的爱,只是表现手法不同。

但有一天,他突然迷惑了。像是一层雾突然笼罩着他。他看不到这段感情的未来。这层迷雾不止是浓,而且还冷得刺骨。他的心都寒了。到底她是真的只是懒,还是对这段感情不认真?他问了她,她温柔地说:“你要相信我。”

不是他不愿相信,而是他无从相信。因为她真的从来没为他费过任何心思。在他身边,他找不到一丁点爱的痕迹。除了自己一味疯狂的付出。

他撑不住了。这段付出比例完全不平衡的感情让他很没有安全感。他告诉了她这一单心事,而她却坚持无法放弃一向的习性。她告诉他要爱这个真实的她,而不是他心目中的她。

他尝试了接纳,但最终依然无法接受。他后来被一个更体贴的女生带到一个更有安全感的感情世界。她坚持了自己的个性,却失去了自己深爱的他。

我想

我想如果你以前曾经爱过我
我想活这辈子也能满足了
我想如果你再也无法来爱我
我想我的爱情就此枯竭了

这不是你的错 我的错 她的错
我们真的不懂得接受更多
一味的付出有天总会迷惑
到底会不会有结果

可惜你爱得多 给的多 却伤得多
适合你的究竟不可能是我
你勇敢地拼命地赴汤蹈火
只换来感情的沉默

你勇敢放手
我不会挽留
毕竟曾经珍惜过
我拥有在记忆里永恒的暖和

我想如果你以前曾经爱过我
我想活这辈子也能满足了
我想如果你再也无法来爱我
我想我的爱情就此枯竭了

-完-
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Updates


Recently I found our another weird habit of mine. I love taking cold showers. May be it's because of the horrible weather nowadays. May be it's because I need to cool myself down to think logically for everything that have grave concern with my future. But this is really contradictory with my past habit of taking 40 degree celcius bath!

So I came back to Malaysia on Monday, kidnapping Yunz along, ignoring her brother's soft but consistent requests that we don't leave so soon and her mother's slight disapproval as she feels that Malaysia is dangerous. But well, I managed to get her here eventually. We spent the first day slacking at home, completing our scholarship application essays followed by slight shopping around my hometown.
The next day we shopped around in KL, and the Set joined in this only-girls-will-be-able-to-enjoy process. But he was really helpful. Not only did he bring us to the famous chicken rice stall but also help us to carry our conquests, as me and Yunz were already very loaded with her luggage. But he was wearing ultra formally that day, you know, collared shirts and pants as he just escaped from work, so it seemed as if a daddy was bringing two kids out. In fact, he was addressed by a charity worker who seemed to be much older than us as 'mister' and 'koko'! Haha. That was definitely hilarious. Me and Yunz laughed uncontrollably till the charity worker glared at us impatiently. We did enter this 'weird hobby' shop, where we saw a lot of prank toys and horny stuff. Kinda sickening. But some were really interesting. Like a torchlight which gives you slight electrical shock upon pressing.
Actually before the shopping we went to purchase Yunz's return bus ticket. To be frank, I wasn't very sure where the ticket counter is. But thanks to Yunz the lucky star, we got there in our first try. The lucky star shone again at night when we tried to return to my sister's house to stay. Again, I wasn't very sure of the location as I have only been there once. But we managed to reach there safe and sound. Yumcha aka had supper at 12am, gossiped awhile before succumbing to tiredness, as we only slept at 7am the night(?!) before. Haz.
After sending her off I met up with Ming Hui for an ultra quick and brief lunch. Thanks for the treat dude! While he set off for work, I went wondering in the streets of KL to look for a pillow. When I eventually got it, I realised I was lost in the bustling streets as I practically didn't bother to remember the path I took. So I wondered on the streets again under the hot sun (I must have become a tone darker since then), gave up, asked a shopkeeper for help, only to realise that the bus station was right ahead of me.
That's it. Returned home feeling a little disoriented, after spending so long in Singapore. Shall slowly return to the Malaysia me. But for now, I am still drown in essays and uni application. Sucky.

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

So I have been tagged again. With a slight change in the game demand. I shall play the game, since I am tagged by a very rare visitor.

The rules/procedures are as follows: The first player of this game starts with the topic "five weird habits of yourself," and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says "You are tagged" (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.

  1. My greatest satisfaction comes from being able to sleep till 12pm. When I wake up, I knew that I have stolen precious morning hours to sleep. Hehe...
  2. I love scribbling rubbish on my lecture notes. Or my friends'. Or my or their tutorials. My hands are itchy. *winks
  3. I love listening to music with ultra slow tempo, such as Truly Madly Deeply, or Wu2 Jin4 de Si1 Nian4 (by JJ Lin). I called them songs for the dead.
  4. I am into yoga now. But I find that the yoga postures in my book are too easy to keep me interested for a long time. I shall hunt for more yoga books.
  5. I love gazing at clouds.
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Monday, March 06, 2006

Results Over


Ok. Results is out. It's now time for regrets. That I have never viewed GP as seriously as my main papers, that I have never done my s papers tutorials properly, that I have chosen the wrong s paper......
But really, these regrets are just useless. They can do nothing to revert my situation. Now, it's not the time to moan about the past, but to plan for the future, which seems so bleak. Apparently FASS in nus is really a dumping ground, apparently psychology in Singapore isn't as strong as what I perceived, apparently the prospect of psychologist is not as bright as the what the psychologists claim, apparently the demand for organisational psychologist is still low, apparently I am not interested in other courses as I was too focussed on psychology, apparently I am inadequate to compete with the rest of the 4As.
Seems like I still have to choose courses other than psychology, should I study in nus; seems like I still have to be thick-skinned to apply for scholarships; seems like there's still never-ending number of essays that I should write, even though GP paper is over; seems like the decision making path is tougher than ever.
Dear yunz, thanks for accomodating me in your home. Your home is real lovely.
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