Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Did I wake up just to fall asleep again? It feels like my recent subconscious obsession with sleeping is an escape from that invisible wound in my heart. I hate the time my eyes open to see the light, day or night. The wound which briefly closes during sleep just slash open together with my eyes, bleeding non-stop. I dislike waking hours, I dislike being tormented by that unbearable pain. I told myself to forget this. But things just won't fade. It just refuse to faint away. It's stuck at the front of my head, like a sticky glue. And the worst thing is that the stimulus just keeps on coming. I cannot control it, and I am losing control of myself. I shall just drown off, drown off...

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home

Live
~ wan xin
* a feel
* a soul
* a mind
* an emotion
* an inspiration

+ 13071986
+ ENFP
+ Blue
+ Cancer
+ Buddhist
+ Malaysian
+ Psychology NTU
+ AIESECer
+ Hwa Chong 04S73
+ SCGS
+ MES
+ Choong Hua

我的語言
- 土生土長的華人
- 學校教了我英文和馬來文
- 環境教了我福建話
- 電視劇教了我廣東話
- 大學和喀麥隆教了我法語
- 在一個早上接觸了手語
- 最後一學期一口氣學了日語和西班牙語

Ticking

My whenabouts at my whereabout

Rustle

~Leave me your contact method~

Footsteps

Free Web Counter
Counters