Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I like my job. It's not a fantastic job at all, and the company isn't all fantastic. But it's a non-fantastic job in a non-fantastic company that gives you the strength and motivation to find meaning in everything you do, no matter how frivolous it may seem to be. It's in such situation that I understand how self-motivation works. Though the thought about quitting flashes across my mind often, I am more determined to not let situation change me. I will still learn in an environment with seemingly less steep learning curve. If I am capable of bigger tasks, it means that I should be able to do smaller tasks better. So I will strive on that. I want to live meaningful through work.

I like my current situation as well. It's totally un-fantastic situation that no one will dream for it. But since it has already landed in my life, I might as well treasure this experience. I will learn to not ask for help, but try to live with whatever I have. I believe it will be memorable. Perhaps in the future if I ever become famous and admired, I can write a memoir with this chapter of my life included. :)

Come what may.

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

mayb its a chance for u to rest n enjoy family days.anyway did u call initiatively?btr show ur sincerity b4 they finalise decision.


4:15 PM  
Blogger shubhangi said...

truly motivating girl :)

see you at national planning !!!!

1:37 PM  
Blogger w a n x i n said...

Now to think of it, I don't really mind whatever decision that they will have. Continue, then I continue to learn. Fired, then I can enjoy time with my family and practise driving and piano. Both seem fine to me. Didn't bother to call as I didn't mind being fired.

1:38 AM  
Blogger w a n x i n said...

Hey shub!
Thanks! See ya at Nat planning too!

1:39 AM  

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