Wednesday, June 18, 2008

家的感觉


好久不曾写关于家的事项了。也发现,好久不曾回家了。

心里忐忑不安的,不知道这次回家的感觉会怎样。每次回新以后,最后一次回家的感觉就会是我对家的印象。所以我真得很在乎每一次的回家。

所以,回家了。在家里还是很虔诚地做AIESEC的事。家似乎有种艺术的气氛。在其余的时间,我都不会想对着电脑,而是想看一本书,谈一下琴,做一点家务,在聊一会天。家里的艺术气氛,使到@都好像是很轻松的事。喜欢这种感觉。

有没有人可以在家里想家?

是我。

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008


Little things you do

It is sometimes little things you do that touch a life.

Thanks to the wonderful people around me, people whom I know well, people whom I don't know well, who generously lend me a helping hand without thinking twice.

This time, it was my phone disaster. And you guys lent me your antique phone collection without a second thought. That was really nice and that was truly kind of you. I appreciate it a lot. Refresh my view about the world, that it is still a place of wonderful people, and I should strive hard to join in the angelic team too. That's my commitment I made today. *smiles*

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Dreamt about MIRACLE

I dreamt about MIRACLE and MIRACLE people again, after last night of chatting with the MIRACLE dudes. Everyone was in the picture. Brandon, Han Ling, Kaiser, Skit, Mei Shan, Siew Wei, Vivien etc, the delegates, the venue. It was such a vivid dream, and it was the last day of conference, where delegates cried so much expressing their sadness to part.

I guess I still miss MIRACLE. One day, I will write a proper entry on MIRACLE. I promise.


But you guys are already so far away, both in space, time and in memory.

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

一整夜的温馨

终于又开始运动了。跑了一圈后,居然在露台谈了一整夜。分享。温馨。好像很久都不曾这么做了。
晴朗的天和璀璨的星。


后来云层密布。


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Thursday, June 05, 2008

一个人的一天

这天,我把自己放到一个人的天地,在掺杂着熟悉和不熟悉的城市中找到新的感觉,藉着小似单身旅行的一天重新体验人生的意义。


第一驿站 - 星巴克。用一杯白巧克力的钱换得勒在这里憩息的权利。在舒服的沙发温柔的灯光幽雅的音乐下读了一单元的marketing。

星巴克的安宁的暗和外界刺眼的光。

之后开始走向乌节路, 我享受着一个人的脚步。


我记得2003年来时这里是一块空草地的...


压着生活重担的伯伯是不是也在享受着和众人的不同和距离呢?

新加坡大促销。大家居然能排着队等着把钱奉献给厂商。

新加坡无止尽无止尽的发展。是为了有更美丽的城市。在这样无止尽的发展下,美丽的新建筑物旁都会有着有碍市容的建筑工地。新加坡能有一天,大家都静下来地欣赏一切吗?

回家的途中,在地铁上又看到了你。

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

My AIESEC May

April 29 - Last paper
May 1-2 - Organised LC transition for my new leadership team
May 4 - 6 - EVOLVE conference pre-meet for facilitators
May 7-11 - 5 days of EVOLVE conference blast with delegates from 14 countries
May 14-15 - Organised LC Planning at Aloha Changi chalet
May 16 - Meet teacher advisor
May 17-19 - Attending national transition
May 19 - Meet an AIESEC alumnus which I don't wanna remember
May 20 - Meet my executive board member
May 21 - Meet Yilin to talk about her plan
May 23-30 - MIRACLE conference and preparation in UPM Malaysia

Just feel so proud about my May life. It seemed like I have had a truly enriching life organising or attending so many events. 2 conferences, 2 transitions and 1 planning. On top of attending lesson and doing presentation and research!

Looking forward to my June calendar. Wonder how will it be like!

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Good day

Today can be considered a rather normal day as compared to my other eventful days in May.

Had my marketing presentation today. Phone spoiled last night so that goes all my contact point as well as alarm. Was supposed to meet my group at 10am but somehow I couldn't hear my alarm at all while sleeping my roomie's bed. And Han Ling actually came all the way from South Spine to wake me up. All for pretending to be strong and proclaimed that I can wake up myself. So meeting was postponed to 12pm and we had 2 rounds of rehearsals before going to class. Our group was the third group to present and the previous two presentations were so enjoyable that I didn't realise it's mine coming up till very late. And a sudden wave of tremor attacked me. Was shaking all the way even while presenting. But think it didn't affect my presentation lah.

After the presentation then we got so relaxed that we started listening intently on others' presentations and seriously asking questions that I think others would hate us for. Deep down, I am really happy for my group. We started out happy and immediately got tense as the group doesn't work at the same pace and frequency, with me and Han Ling enjoying AIESEC speed and constantly MIAing cuz of conferences. The work spread was imbalanced and some were unhappy cuz they couldn't understand while we were unhappy because of the imbalanced work. But when the presentation was done, I felt great and everybody felt great too! Then we started talking more about personal life, and I supposed that's where bonding started. So today, even though the eventual grade wasn't as predicted, I am still very happy, and Han Ling and I went out to treat ourselves the most expensive meal I have ever had in life.

Yeah so, that's about it. Life is great. Though

my sim card just spoiled leaving me uncontactable
my phone spoiled mysteriously as well
I am still missing MIRACLE badly
my group presentation didn't turn out as well
I was nervous during my presentation
I just spent so much on one meal
I have decided to not go Brazil

Life is great. =)

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Standing out

当你能从状况中抽身离开,在旁边袖手旁观时,你就能拥有旁观者的稳重,并享受精彩的剧情发展。

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Monday, June 02, 2008


Critical post MIRACLE depression

Right now, back in sg, I
sleep with one person instead of a whole group of people
sleep with bed instead of mattress or rolled map or backstage floor
bathe with warm water instead of cold
wear shorts instead of things longer than knees
wear slippers instead of sport shoes
sit on a chair and work with laptop on a table instead of laps or floor
get steady supply of wireless
walk further when I go AIESECing and walk less when I go shower
take public transport rather than being fetched around
settle with mediocre food instead of thinking of eating other's food
wake up at 9am instead of 7am
don't wake up with a lot of people talking around me
don't dance AIESEC dances everyday
don't need to be high everyday
don't need to look smart everyday
don't see ants all around me
miss the people terribly I was with for the past 7 days
want to go back to Malaysia again!

But the stage is already emptied.

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

Dedicated to MIRACLE


从来都不会写conference后的感想,就如自己在conference closing是不懂怎么表达自己一样。头脑好像是坏掉了。我只知道,今天回来时,头脑里面都是miracle的影子,浮现的是大家的面孔、开心的笑容、紧张的样子、狂舞、深夜的谈天、昏睡、打闹。听到的一直是square dance的歌。想念。这是我第一次为一个conference这么投入,投入得自己都不知道,一直,一直,到conference结束为止。在conference  closing时我都很从容,流了几滴泪,然后就能微笑地和他人告别。

到晚上,从Diana走出来,突然发现自己可能永远就这样离开这一群相处了七天的朋友,才知道自己是不舍的。Miracle真的给了我一个很好很好的经验,虽然我可能搞笑了一点,太幼稚了一点,但,你们真的对我很好。谢谢。

回到这里就立刻是MC Planning,但是我发现自己完全无法投入状态。一直还是faci的身份。真是不应该。:p

But two things I know I will definitely be appreciative of Singapore, warm shower and freely available internet access! But now as I am writing, I think again, is it really that great to have internet access all the time? I remember it was because we were devoid of contacting the outer world during pre-meet and conference that we had so much less distraction and could focus on each other better. And that's probably why this strong friendship and familyship. The last night when internet became freely available again, I feel so bad for Kai Ser who were waiting to pillow talk but we were just too engrossed with msn chat till he fell asleep. We were so focused on being connected with outside that we forget who we are with. Sorry Kai Ser!

For me, MIRACLE was filled with so many unpredictable incidents. Missed faci notification, wronged a person, caused people to miss their bus, knew so many second degree friends, missed a bus. I'm lovin' it, and I am missing it terribly now... *auwwww

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