Saturday, February 20, 2010

新年是一种心态

今年回家过年,回家的日子非常有可能比我过去三年来回家过年的日子总数还多。年二十八到初八。

今年没到太多家拜年,但总是好像都一直有活动。到外婆家陪外公玩牌逗他开心、在家里和兄弟姐妹守岁玩牌、和朋友耗在小六老师的家谈天不走、出门唱K喝茶、因为哥哥迟归我们在年初三才吃团圆饭。简简单单地宅在家里,却一直都有事做。

我喜欢的是我们每一餐都坐在一张圆桌上吃,吃的都是特别加料的家常菜,每天都有汤喝,吃的时候还可以从桌子的中间夹菜。每餐都可以配酒精或果汁或自家煮的豆奶,吃饱之后还有吃不完的柑和零食。这几天我的肚子一直都是饱着的。吃完之后我们会分工合作,有的擦桌子、有的为碗筷擦洗碗液、有的为擦了洗碗液的碗冲水。

我喜欢的是我们明明有自己的房间,却都把床褥拉到同一间房,六个兄弟姐妹挤在一起乱地睡成一个猪窝。(虽然主要原因是为了吹冷气)每天睡到中下午才懒懒地起床,再梳妆吃饭。

还有每天早上都花个一小时冲凉打扮,换上忍了好久忍到新年终于可以穿的新衣。在气温特高的新年气氛下,我们一天可冲上三次凉。

这个新年过得特别长,好像过不完,但却也快要过完了。我也开始查信箱赶功课了。

也许因为这是我最后一个以学生身份度过的新年,所以才过得特别赖皮,一直都不想让它过去吧。

过去了,明年就要变成大人了。

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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

随时间的海浪漂流 我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落 想念的 还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊


除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱

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Tuesday, February 09, 2010

It appears that I am taking a lot of language modules huh! =D

If you are sharp enough, you will realise my French course was for Academic Year 2008/2009.

Apparently edventure decided to keep it there to impress people. 

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Thursday, February 04, 2010

沒你的日子
是過得下去的

今天忙完一天,要去沖涼時,突然想到我已經好長一段時間沒有和你聊天了。那夜夜談天的日子,已經離去好遠好遠,印象,已經好淺好淺。我也不會特地去看你上不上綫,不會去翻看你的面子書、你的部落格。褪回到一個普通溫度的朋友了。

今天的我,很難想象以前以你為重心的我。原來,一段痛徹心肺之後,一切終究還是會過去的。我會找到生活的重心,會開心起來,能夠在享受生活,感受情感。

沒有你我怎麽過?這種態度也許成立,但只要有毅力,這個態度也只是過渡期的現象。人的堅韌,不管處在任何的颱風暴雨,也會咬緊牙關帶著自己,安然地走到新的避風港。

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畢業論文的非一般挑戰

親愛的,我的畢業論文研究的對象是中國留學生。南大應該有上千位中國留學生吧。一開始,我們也沒覺得太難。

是時候找研究對象時,我們的教授要我們找一百位。一開始,我們也沒覺得太困難。心理學自身就有一批等做實驗的學生,研究所說去年又一百多位中國學生。再不然,請學校辦公室幫我們發郵件應該就能推廣宣揚了。

結果,學校突然說了一聲:這是個人作業,請自己宣傳。

研究所數據顯示,只有十六位中國學生。

頓時,我們能觸及的群眾縮小到剩下周遭的朋友。一百個中國學生,我是隊友三人之中最多中國朋友的人,但數一數,好像也沒有那麽多!而且周遭朋友,問了也不一定會對此感興趣,也不一定會參加。我們剩下三天,只招到了二十人。好淒慘。但研究怎樣都一定要完成!所以窮則變!想出了以下的招數:

  • 向陌生人出擊!在學校範圍裏,目測出中國留學生,上前查證,再介紹我們的研究,遞上寫著網址的小紙條,請他們參與。考眼力,考膽量、考說服力!
  • 向係友出擊!在edventure上找出所有中國學生,向他們發電郵!
  • 向朋友的朋友出擊! 請是中國人或不是中國人的朋友把郵件發給他們的中國朋友,或在facebook或在校内發出通告,利用人情邀請他們參加。
  • 向朋友的係友出擊!請他們跟他們的同班發電郵,或借用他們的戶口,自己動手。
  • 繼續向朋友出擊!發過郵件的朋友,一個一個給他們打電話或發短信,以可憐姿勢求同情。
我身邊親愛的朋友們,這幾天真的麻煩你們了。我真的不是有心利用朋友,但這次情非得已。但也很感謝你們的關愛或同情,感謝你們挺身而出,參加的參加,邀請朋友的邀請朋友。我在筋疲力盡心力交瘁之餘,心底還存著厚厚的一股:感動!

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Wednesday, February 03, 2010

沉澱的時刻


It's been two weeks since the election is over. It's been two weeks since I have been living like a retiree.

It is during this phase, that I started wondering about my true ability and results. Is everything as grand as how I presented it to be? Or were they enlarged by my self-endorsement? What is my exact worth?

On hindsight, I know that there is nothing called exact worth. Everything is put in perspective and believes. For every achievement, there are so many factors behind it, that it would be difficult ascertain the absolute size of your contribution.

也許什麽都是説了算。我就是缺乏那股自我肯定。

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Monday, February 01, 2010

Got attacked

Recently there has been mysterious people adding me to msn. Thinking that it could probably be friends' contacts, I added them and put them in my 'unidentified' group, so that I could verify their identity later.

Today, someone started nudging me and started chatting with me.

2/1/20101:59:29 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwho are you?
2/1/20101:59:41 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>hey
2/1/20101:59:41 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>hey
2/1/20102:00:16 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwho are you?
2/1/20102:00:28 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>i'm 21/f your a male right?
2/1/20102:00:40 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comno i m f
2/1/20102:00:48 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwhere did u get my contact?
2/1/20102:00:52 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
2/1/20102:01:05 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comi have no idea
2/1/20102:01:17 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?
2/1/20102:01:26 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comno i don't
2/1/20102:01:37 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.commay i know where did you get my contact?
2/1/20102:01:38 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...
2/1/20102:02:04 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comand why would i want to see your recording?
2/1/20102:02:16 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?
2/1/20102:02:37 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwhy do you want to go on cam?
2/1/20102:02:48 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>Ok go to http://ow.ly/12isv accept the invite on the page baby
2/1/20102:03:18 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwho are you?
2/1/20102:03:30 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear
2/1/20102:05:10 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comexcusez-moi
2/1/20102:05:22 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe.
2/1/20102:05:26 AM~ 丸杏 <宅女>glenndefino5556@hotmail.comwhy would i want to see you
2/1/20102:05:37 AMglenndefino5556@hotmail.com~ 丸杏 <宅女>What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...

-.-''

And then another person came.

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 hi

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 you are?

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 hi how are you today?

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 may I know who are you?

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 my name is  kaylee I'm doing great today I'm 21 yrs old how old are you?

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 23

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 listen hun, I am just about to start my webcam show with jen, come chat me there in my chat room? We can cyber, I will get naked if u do..lol!

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 where are you from?

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 I can show u how to watch free if u promise not to tell anyone else how to do it???PLEASE:-$

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 lol

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 well since its free the law that u gotta be 18 (nudity involved), u have to sign up with a credit card for age verification! BUT .. Once you are inside, just clikc on "Webcams" let me know what name you use to sign in with so I know it is you babe! http://www.localchatroomchicks.com/macly   fill out the bottom of the page then fill out the next page as well and u can see me live for free!

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 what's there to see?

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 Please dont mention anything about that in the chatroom once u get in ok?:-$

~ 丸杏 <宅女> dit :

 where's this chatroom started from?

ilysawhittleseyfirst45@hotmail.com dit :

 OH SHIT.. k I am late to start my show, I gotta get off msn...I will see ya inside my chatroom babe.. remember not to mention that I am upgrading u for free... You can use your msn name to sign in so i know it is you..

-.-''''''

Think I've probably gotten virused. MSN needs more vigilant cleansing lah!

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