It is during this phase, that I started wondering about my true ability and results. Is everything as grand as how I presented it to be? Or were they enlarged by my self-endorsement? What is my exact worth?
On hindsight, I know that there is nothing called exact worth. Everything is put in perspective and believes. For every achievement, there are so many factors behind it, that it would be difficult ascertain the absolute size of your contribution. 也許什麽都是説了算。我就是缺乏那股自我肯定。