Homesick

Zejun said it's not normal not to feel homesick when you are away so far away for so long. I guess my homesick episode has arrived.

I was at Bamenda, a cool city in the northeast province. It was at night, we were in a taxi, it was raining.

And all of a sudden.

I miss home.

I miss my friends.

I miss the familiarity.

I miss not needing to stuggle and fight everyday.

I was sick again last Thursday. Fever coupled with chills, flu mixed with cough, complemented with headache, muscle and joint ache. I was so sick to the point I had to go hospital. But the doctor just prescribed me with medicine, so I guess it's nothing too serious. But that made me lie dead on the bed for 2 days 2 nights, and gave me a weak body and possibly weak soul.

The scenery around me is really stunning. Beautiful mountaineous greenery scattered with small farming houses and capped with fluffy clouds. But all I could feel is pain and homesickness.

I am once again, painfully counting down to the number of days to go home. I guess if my boss offers me the opportunity to terminate my internship and let me go home now, I will take it up without a doubt.